Blogging? ...what is blogging.

Oh, hey....wow.

A year. It's almost been a full year since I've actually posted on this thing I call my blog. Here I was thinking I would start up, fall in love with it, take my camera every where i went, not be able to get enough of documenting my life, post anything and everything, turn into a big blogging sensation (at least in my own mind) and BLAST-OFF! 

Man was I kidding myself.

Well I'm on my second post and this time... I swear I will NOT just save it as a draft. This will get published, damnit!.. Even if in some way this post is only an act of procrastination towards not getting my end of semester work done. 

Should I rattle off the list? ...Yes, lets:

Things I should do instead of professionally procrastinate:

• Study for Micro-Econ because I'm at least a week behind on notes. 
• Watch MGQ lectures. Don't even get me started. I don't know how far behind I am. I don't even know. But still.. the grades are good so, shut up. Don't judge me. 
• Do my MGQ assignment due at the end of the week. 
• Review my practicals, particularly my tap and jazz practicals, because all my practicals are next week (at least one each day) and I'm super duper stressed about it.  super stressed. i'm FREAKIN' OUT!!
• Work on my tech theatre research projects. But who am I kidding, I know nothing about tech theatre. I'm going to need a study buddy on this one.
• Write my ballet exit letter.
• Read my Ten or more of Ephesians for Bible study.
• Clean my room.
• Work on my application for being an e-group leader next year. 
• Apply for summer jobs.
• Email my old boss about working for the summer
• Update my babysitting profile on care.com & sittercity. 
• Buy whatever book or electronic program I need for my online summer class. 

Okay. I think that's about it.. for the responsibilities at least. Cause I mean, hey.. it's a Saturday afternoon, of course there are other things I could be doing!

There is one thing I can check off -Laundry. 

Okay, there. Man do I feel accomplished. 

And now that I've gone on a rampage (and switched a load of laundry) back to blogging.

I don't know what the purpose of this blog will be for me. Maybe that is part of the problem... will it be a place to share my stories and openly share with friends and followers to read along, or do I want it to be more private? Am I going to post lots of pictures? Do I want to share recipes, crafts and tips or will I just post my daily rambles?
I don't know anything about blogging, or creating a brand for myself, but I guess that's something I will learn as I go. I know I love, even need to write. I know I love messing with pictures and fonts and editing apps, and if I put all those things together, with effort and experience maybe one day I will become a kick-ass blogger. Maybe.
Maybe I will be proud of my honesty and ideas enough to share openly. Maybe I will gain ground. Who knows... for know I guess this will just be another form of my creative release, with maybe a few audience members checking in now and then.

If you are out there, spending your precious time reading my rambles. I thank you for your interest, and commend you for keeping up with my verbiage.

And if there's no one.. then stop it Erin, you're talking to yourself in public again.